NASHVILLE, Tenn. – When things were at their worst, music was a refuge for Avett Brothers bassist Bob Crawford.
Crawford spent much of 2011 and 2012 caring for his daughter, Hallie, who is fighting brain cancer at the ever-so-tender age of 2. He was off the road and away from his band, traveling to and from St. Jude Childrens Research Hospital in Memphis, Tenn., from their home in North Carolina.
Between the scans and the doctors evaluations and the omnipresent worry, Crawford would sometimes slip away for a few minutes and pick up a fiddle.
Just spending a half hour in a little room messing around on that thing (has) been some of my most relaxing moments over the past year, Crawford said. This whole affair has kind of put music back where it needs to be in my life and my heart.
Hallie improved enough for Crawford to rejoin the North Carolina roots rockers as they released their new album, The Carpenter, and launched a fall tour. The tour will bring the band to Fort Wayne on Thursday.
His daughter still has a long way to go, but shes doing well enough that he feels comfortable leaving her.
On the day of his interview, he had just wrapped up a wagon ride down the road with his daughter. Precious time.
It is always a great thing. Always, Crawford said by phone. I tell you, you love your kids immediately as soon as theyre born, and you cant imagine a greater love than what you share for them. Then something happens or someone gets seriously ill, it heightens all the emotions, and the joys get more joyful and the fears and sadness are even more stressful. You definitely appreciate every single day and every single moment.
The Rick Rubin-produced The Carpenter examines that full spectrum of emotions. Already known as a band with its heart on its sleeve – the groups breakthrough albums were titled Emotionalism and I and Love and You, after all – they dig deeper than ever on an album thats at turns somber, achingly beautiful and fully aware of the perils of life.
Rubin thinks the trio, who rose to a new level of prominence after appearing with Bob Dylan and Mumford & Sons on the 2011 Grammy Awards, has learned to cut to the bone with its songwriting.
Sometimes its with sadness but sometimes its with beauty, but either way it feels like youre getting in to see somebody in an intimate, vulnerable moment, Rubin said. We dont often see people exposed in that way. So it feels special to me because it feels like we are getting closer and closer to who these people are, and theyre really beautiful people and we get to really get in there with them. And its heavy.
Seth and Scott Avett didnt set out to write a heavy record. In fact, there are moments of humor and joy among the albums 12 tracks. But they are overshadowed by dark sentiments, reflecting how the songwriters are growing up and encountering the full range of what life has to offer even as they reach new highs in record sales, ticket sales and celebrity visibility.
Much of the recording was complete before Hallie took ill in August 2011. As the group began mixing the album later, they realized they would essentially forecast the emotions theyd be going through over the next six months as they supported the Crawfords.
I dont claim that there was any kind of foresight to it, Seth Avett said. But some of this lyrically that I even wrote makes more sense to me now because of that situation. And it will definitely inform us more on future work because its changed. This has changed our lives, changed our work.
The band was returning from Europe when Hallie had a seizure. Crawford was on a plane and didnt find out about the event until he landed.
From that point on, The Avett Brothers went into family mode. Either Scott, 36, or Seth, 32, touring member Joe Kwon, manager Dolph Ramseur or tour manager Dane Honeycutt were at the hospital with 41-year-old Crawford and his family at all times.
The situation proved that though his last name is not Avett, Crawford will always be a brother.
We probably never would have toured ever and we wouldnt be talking right now if Bob hadnt stepped into the picture, Seth Avett said. He booked the first tour, he got us on our feet and out of our local world and pushed us to get out there. ... We sort of became brothers through that same baptism by fire – the three of us getting together in a little van or pickup truck with a camper on the back and go out and conquer that kind of thing gets a person really close to his comrades.
And Crawford cant wait to cram himself into a bus again: Just the idea of playing music is so soothing and relaxing and kind of puts it where it needs to be, he said.